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"And it's hard to say goodbye, my love, hard to see you cry, my love"

I'm such trash. I just put a picture of me flipping of the camera as my Facebook profile picture. Nice.

Tomorrow is my very last day of high school, ever...WOW...I'm so wierded out by that I don't even know what to say. Everytime I think about it I get these butterflies in my stomach. Crazy, man. I'm gonna be an emotional wreck tomorrow.

Today in Jazz chorus all the seniors had to go around and say nice things about each other, it was nice, but sooo sad. I cried all class.

In bitchier, spoiled bratty, ungrateful wretch news, I'm really not happy with my prom tuxedo. It's just...Not what I wanted, and, for an only child who almost never doesn't get what they want, that's annoying. I know I'll have fun anyway, but still...Grrrr.
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I'm crazy for the boy next door

The curtain on the widnow behind the computer is open and it's facing the window next door which has a light on in the room and one of the boys who lives there keeps going to it and I keep telling myself he's doing it on purpose to look at me, becauise he's so cute. :sigh: I feel just like Judy Garland in 'Meet Me In St. Louis'

I better get myself a man this Summer....And a liscense.
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Come see how good I look!

Well, this journal was in desperate need of a new look, so I changed my lay-out and header. I'm pretty happy with the results :D. It's not all that original, since a lot fo people have this lay-out, but it looks nice.

Check it out:


Also, look at my Happy Feet icon! I love baby Mumbles!

'Tis all for now.
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Mmm, Yesterday...

Out of extreme boredom I went on Myspace and looked through all my old comments (I know, really over-the-top lame), and I realized, I really love my friends. :sigh: Graduation is gonna be sad...and happy, I know...but still sad. There's a lot about high school I'm gonna really miss.

Anyway, that was pointless, but this video will make it worth your while:

Crack is WHACK, People!

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Look, he lives!

well hello everyone! Yes it's been quite a while...ever so sorry. Thing's have been pretty crazy and, i don't know, indescribeable I guess. To be fair, though, I did promise I wasn't gonna be updating that much anymore, but anywho...

What's new with me, you ask? Well, I went to France, and that was pretty amazing. I went twith school for a week during February break. We went to many different towns and cities, and, of course, Paris. Ah, Paris is so cool! If my French was better, and the people weren't so snotty, I'd totally live there. But everywhere else was really cool, too. Everything is so old and beautiful there. it was so depressing coming home. Everything just looks so awful after seeing France. Even the most insignificant buildings look beautiful. and everything is so OLD. We Americans tear something down or remodel it after it's been up for two minutes. I also did some shopping, so I have some really cool French clothes. I didn't wan't to leave, one week was definitely not enough. I'll certainly be going back.

Things on the college front aren't so great. I got accepted to Pace, Syracuse Univeristy, and SUNY Fredonia, which is cool. However, I got accepted to NONE of the acting programs. Yeah..Needless to say that really hurt (Actually Pace doesn't count because I missed my audition because of weather). And then I'm all but certain that I want to go to Pace, but then my mom talks to the people and they tell her it costs over $40,000 to go, and they have no tuition exchange slots left, and we can't afford that. So now it's looking like SU. OK, I know SU's a great school, but I WANT TO LEAVE SYRACUSE! I don't want to see the same shit I've seen everyday for my whole life, I don't want to run into people from high schoole everyday, and I just don't want to be like everyone else who graduates and goes to SU. I want to be the one who goes to New York City, only visits occasionally, and when I come back I'm all glamorous and mysterious. Besides, I've always wanted to go to school in NYC. I mean, I know these are kind of dumb reasons to not want to go, but I can't help it, that's what I wanted. I don't know, all this stuff has just been like one disappointment after another. Nothing went according to plan, and that makes me sad. I feel like I haven't doubted myself so much since like 7th grade, and it sucks.

What else? Oh, I'm so ready for Summer to come! I can seriously smell it in the air. It's my absolute, no doubt about it favorite season of the year, and this is gonna be the best Summer ever. By God as my witness, I'm never gonna stay home all day. I better have so much fun. I need to let off some steam after this friggin year, and it's my last Summer before college. It just gets harder nad harder to go to schoole evryday, it's not like I even do anything in class anyway. I seriously do zero homework anymore, and you knwo what? I really don't care. What difference is it gonna make now? Ugh, the year was going by so fast until now!

SO here's some pictures from France, becaise I promised themurcurytree. If we're friends on Myspace, chances are you've already seen most of them, but anyway:

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I love Award Season

Woot woot, Golden Globes, woot woot, Golden Globes...

So, the Globes were on yesterday, and they were pretty fun. Okay, some parts definitely weren't, but still, some parts were cool. Including my fave moment of the night, which was...

This girl

YAAAYY!! Go Jennifer. You totally, completely deserved it. A few people are drinkin that hater-ade, but you do your thing. You were 80% of what made Dreamgirls my favorite movie of the year. You were fantastic.

C'mon people, we need some new blood at these movie award things. I'm tired of seeing the same ole people win. As fabulous as they are, can't we throw the deserving fresh talent a bone. I say yes.

Here are more thoughts on the night. With pictures, too. Yay!

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I hope you enjoyed this weeks edition of Red Carpet commentary by yours truly

Good night, everyone!
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"To the left, to the left"

Woohoo! Gusee who got accepted to SUNY FRedonia?...Me, of course!

Oh, and a $1,000 dollar scholarship to said institution? (Which I'm not entirely sure I deserve) Yup me, again. Actually come to think of it, I do deserve it. I worked damn hard these past 3 years! Sure others have worked harder, but they get everything anyway.

So yeah, that's really coool. I was so excited when I opened the letter. The excitment has kind of worn off though. I don't know, I think I was just excited about being accepted somewhere, and it fed my pride getting a scholarship I didn't even apply for. It definitely wasn't my first choice, but it's good to know I got a pretty sure thing if things don't go my way.

It also got me a little scared, too. I still have to go on auditions for all the others and still have to audition at Fredonia to get into the program. They're all in a matter of a month and a few weeks,a nd I still don't have a damn thing prepared. I need to really get off my ass. Ugh, I feel so Scarlett with my "I'll think about it tommorrow" attitude, but it's all I do, and I can't help it.

Happy New Years everyone! I know I'm late but...bite me.
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And all you have to do is dream...

So, I saw Dreamgirls today, and I think I my life is now complete. AMAZING movie! Everyone really needs to go see it. No matter what you think of Beyonce, musicals, whatever, it will win you over. Best movie I've seen all year.

Oh, and Jennifer Hudson: Lord, all I can say is she better get an Oscar. I've never applauded after a song in a movie theater before; that girl blew the roof off the place with "And I Am Telling You". Work it, JHUd!

So...Yeah, go see Dreamgirls!

"And you, and you, and you, You're gonna love me!"